1,133-1,134

1,133. Being at 75 percent 1,134. Waking up beside you every morning

1,121-1,132

1,121. finding orchids and a card on my counter when i got home 1,122. holding you all night 1,123. listening to the way you sound when you chew your food 1,124. you TRYING to nurse me! 1,125. the “he said” things i keep in my phone 1,126. your blue dress shirt and the vest 1,127. the mirror on the wall across from the bathroom 1, 128. floggings LOL 1,129. being able to love you 1,130. knowing that i am still waiting, patiently for you and knowing that your the only man in my life, and the only man i ever want to be in it 1,131. knowing that i am faithful to you and saving myself for you and only you, even though we aren’t “together” 1,132. knowing that even when you question me or accuse me, that at least i know the previous 2 things are without a doubt the truth!

1,116-1,120

1,116. the perfect cup of coffee 1,117. driving around, getting lost and doing it all with him 1,118. the jacket i bought that was actually a size smaller than the size i thought i was buying 1,119. tingle tanning lotion 1,120. friday and monday guests (i love you guys)

1,111-1,115

1,111. knowing im missed  by him 1,112. coach bags no matter the size 1,112. perfumes 1,113. extended doorbell rings 1,114. watching him sleep 1,115.  coming home suprises

1,100-1,110

1,100. moving to my new place 1,101. having a place to call home again 1,102. being close to my love 1,103. promises from God 1,104. knowing that i will have only the best for the rest 1,1o5. continuing to see the pounds and inches go away 1,106. getting up at 3am to drive an hour just to spend time with you 1,107. being so close 1,108. knowing 1,109. believing it’s all worth it 1,110. chinese fish face

- 1,099.

1,085. The way my mother holds her cup of tea or coffee and sips; in two hands close to her body with a smile after each sip, like she has just found happiness in the tiny cup. 1,086. My mother’s “warnings”. 1,087. My father having a “pet name” for me and still using it no matter how old I get. 1,088. When people say they love you and tear up a bit when they say your name. 1,089. Burmese style sweet tea. 1,090. Tiny oriental tea cups. 1,091. Needing so much and not wanting a thing. 1,092. Prayer in a big sanctuary. 1,093. Girls in gingham dresses with long legs. 1,094. Anthrapologies (store). 1,095. Perfect tiny little espresso cups and saucers. 1,096. Crate & Barrel (store). 1,097. Big wrap around sunglasses. 1,098. Preparing early for a shower by running the water for a few hours in order to make it hot. Exacto nives. Brand new shiny things. 1,099. Sales woman who are so flirtatious that I wonder if it is part of their job.

1,071-1,084

1,071. sex with feeling 1,072. road trips 1,073. taking random photos of random things 1,074. short videos 1,075. having a friend who will suffer a jammed finger to defend you(thank you baby) 1,076. a walk downtown in the early early morning hours 1,077. finally getting to work out 1,078. getting to go back to work 1,079. the big ugly black boot 1,080. being chosen 1,081. taking the scenic route 1,082. knowing your out there somewhere 1,083. my new start 1,084. telling someone NOT to call me and his girlfriend getting  jealous

1,066-1,070

1,066. earning points 1,067. being pulled in for a sweet kiss 1,068. having this huge bandage around my finger! 1,069. accepted apologies 1,070. having the weekend off

The Little Prince by: Antoine de Saint …

1,065.

The Little Prince by: Antoine de Saint Exupéry

1,064. Doing something that you’re good at. 1,065. Getting paid to do whatever it is.

1,063. Choosing a day of silence. Counting your words and being satisfied.

1.062. Finding an incredible place with …

1,062. Finding an incredible place with hardwood floors to live.

1,061. Driving

1,055-1,060

1,055. the boy trying to convince that the reason his underwear are wet is because of the juice and not from him peeing himself! lol 1,056. when you said yes  1,057. when you said “i love you” 1,058. when you called back 1,059. when i smiled because i hadn’t smiled in awhile 1,060. because of you

1,049-1,054

1,049. saturday evening(the block party)  1,050. losing more weight 1,051. finding old friends from cali(ministers who were on staff and my kindergarten teacher) 1,052. healing(from being called terrible names) 1,053. changing (for you)1,054. tonights dinner(sopa and toasted french bread made in the toaster oven)